fanfic_name = But Love, Hate On / Coincide

chapter = chapter 8 and final

author = Clo

Rating = AP15

Type = Romance

fanfic = Chapter 8 and final

Lisa

I’m in bed, beside me there is Rick snoring as he has done it for the last 25 years, in the last weeks I’ve been thinking a lot how our relationship started, how it grew from mutual hate into the greatest love, how I passed from the deepest desperation into the glory, how his kissed could take all the horror around us and how after all the time we’ve been together he still does. How he helped me to overcome my father’s dead in Alaska, and save my life by the way, and how he supported me when I had to bury another father, Henry Eric Gloval.

I still remember the first night we expended together and the fiasco it was the first time we tried to make love, to fix everything by magic the morning after, and even know after all, after all the love making in different ways, situations and places, it continues being amazing.

His hair is as rebel as when I met him, he only has a few greys that make him look sexier and mature, he is becoming an interest middle age man, as James Bond, his face is to manly, he is aging very good.

- If you continue staring like that I wont’ be able to sleep – he says with his eyes close

- I’m sorry love, I cannot sleep

- What happen? – he asks while he ponds his chest that it’s the sign for me to put my head on it

- I don’t know I guess I’m kind of nostalgic, I was remembering how we began our relationship

- It was a show, isn’t it?

- Yes it was, but it happened so fast, I mean you realized you love me in a second… had you ever had a second though

- Of what?

- Of choosing me instead of… - I can’t believe that even after 20 years I still can say her name without feeling a not in my throat – Minmei

- Come Lisa we have been more than 20 years together, I have never regret that decision and won’t do it – he kissed in the forehead, you have to stop thinking about Roy and Maya…

- What you do mean

- You can fool me Admiral Hayes-Hunter, you are thinking about your strong headed son and that private you adopted with Claudia

- No I don’t… well a little bit

It’s amazing how after more than 20 years Rick continues making me feel as a 23 years old girl, how he continues making me feel and want to be a sensual woman and keep myself desirable for him… how after so long and so many problems in the army, so many battles, how many personal fights, we continue loving each other as when we both promise the stars in front of the SDF-1.

Rick

I can feel Lisa’s look over me, I wander what is that woman thinking about, even now after waking up next to her for the past 25 years I continue unable to figure her out completely and I love it.

I woke up and started to talk about relationship, how hard it was at beginning and I don’t know what she opens her mouth, but she asks me the threaten question, if I don’t regret choosing her over Minmei, I lie to her by answering her a plain no, and by the look of her face I know she knows it not completely true, of course I sometimes think about the possibility of choosing Minmei and stay in earth. Probably I would be missing Lisa even more than I miss Minmei, and Roy and Claudia wouldn’t exist.

Bless Lisa with the same speed she threw me into that ocean of doubts, she throws me a life preserver to take me out of it.

- Well I also remembered how lousy you were the first time we made love

- I was lousy, come on if I remember correctly you cried the whole time that ruined my concentration

- Really… I though nothing could ruin your concentration, at least that’s what you always, show in battle…

- I can prove that right now… permission to begin with concentration test

- Admiral, you don’t need clearance, we have the same rank

- And you don’t know how much I enjoy that

I kiss her and realized how much I desire her; she looks the same, if possible better, the one that said that women are as fine wines and improve with age, should have a crystal ball and see Lisa in her 40’s.

I still want to keep that promises we made after Gloval save her, bless wherever he is, in front of the SDF-1, I still want to expend the rest of my life with her, I want her. Even when sometimes Minmei visits me in my dreams and memories and wander how my life could be with her, with my teen love, with the star everyone desired and now kids worship as my generation used to worship Marilyn Monroe, Lisa always appears and I remember how wonderful my life has been with her.

Even with the good and bad, I remember the anguish I felt when I thought I lost her and want to die. Even after all this years, I want to make love to her, to “pick a fight” every time I can.

State = Fin/The End

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